Beijing, July 14 2014 Dear weak side of myself, Stop comparing yourself to others. You'll definitely get hurt. Sometimes you just forget the fact that you're special in your own way, right? You also forget that when you're sad, someone out there will also feel bad for you because he really cares and worries about you. Stop blaming this world, forgive yourself, and be grateful for what you have now. You don't know how lucky you are having someone who truly loves you. You don't need to pretend to be perfect, cos he loves your flaws, your imperfection, just the way you are. So now stop being such a silly girl who cries over and over again because of the same thing. Those mistakes, stupidity, broken friendships, just let it go! Promise me! You're going back to be that strong woman, who doesn't give a shit about these silly things about friendship! -Marcelina Wang- "Big girls, don't cry"
Beijing, May 21 2014 "亲爱的自己，你才刚刚振作起来，请别再让自己消沉。没有任何事值得你难过，请快乐一点。人生在世，有多少梦想是我们无法实现的，有多少目标是我们难以达到的。在仰视这些无法实现的梦想，眺望这些无法达到的目标时，应该以一颗平常心去看待我们的失利。“岂能尽如人意，但求无愧我心。"—— 辰皓说 This quote is so inspiring for me. It's damn so true that many things in life just don't go just like we expect at the first place. Regret, madness, sadness, and the whole other mix emotions come up just the time we face the ugly truth. It's totally normal, but it's not the reason you keep blaming yourself for everything that has happened. Karma does exist and nothing lasts forever. Look up and see the world with a brand new vision. Learn from those stupid mistakes and never repeat them. After those tiring days passed, you'll find the light that'll guide you out of the darkness. You'll find yourself ready to face those new challenges waiting for you. Just promise to yourself that one day if you fall again, stand up again! Prove it to those people who have second guessed you tha...